Aspiring wordsmith releasing the pent up angst that has plagued my journals.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Alone
I woke up
Again
Alone
Sighing
I woke up
Again
Without you
Waiting
Again
My bed sighs
Waiting for you
Aching
Again
My body aches
Screams for
Longing
Too
I said it too early
a failed attempt
to keep you
I said it too early
wanting to believe
that I meant it
I said it too early
and searched for truth
when you said it too
I said it too early
and watched your eyes
lie
I said it too early
the words fiddled
while our relationship burned
I said it too early
and you
found someone else
I said it too early
and love
birthed death
Never
i will Never say never
to you, for you Have taken me,heart and
soul,for I have and
always will be “has Been” not yours but once
was, totally In - to you
into loving you for Love and that was everything
She Said
She said “Thank you”
But what she meant was:
“To me you are perfection,
I would say I love you
but the word love isn’t enough
the word pales in comparison
the word is naught.
If at this moment
the world ended
in a fiery inferno
because I’m looking into your eyes
here
I will be safe.
I want to hold you in my arms
until we melt and are one
forever.”
But alas they just met
Never to see each other again.
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The Battle
I
fight
pound
bite
my pillow into submission
but still sleep does not come
Why?
You.
I lie awake thinking dare I say
pining
over you.
Confused I Wake
Do dreams manifest the desires of my heart
or
Are they simply coincidental neurons shooting
randomly
aimlessly
haphazardly
in this skull
I know
who I am
who I want to be
and
who I do not
But
there seems to be some sort of
primordial desire
ancient urging
unworldly lust
to change
to be different
to shed all preconceived notions
of life
of love
and be something totally
strange
foreign
not me
A dream is a dream
some may have meaning
nevertheless it is a dream
not life
dreams are a figment of subconscious imagination
Nothing more
Nothing else
Nothing to change ones identity
and yet
Life can be formed through
visions
ideas
dreams
A dream is a dream
until it is not
Goodbye Spring (An Ode to Summer)
Gone is the time of Spring
Gone are its sweet showers and
Tender promises of birth, growth and new days
Gone are the many blossoms from the flowers
that dot the meadows, streams and mountains
Gone is the intoxicating greens
that seem to emanate from every living thing
Hello Summer
Your hot heat sizzles with excitement
As if the time of spring burst new life
where even the dark of night can’t shake the heat
Hello Summer and your long days
that crisp the grass under our feet
Singe our skin with your harsh yet inviting rays
Hello Summer you are our last little celebration before the earth cools and gives way to Autumn
the only thing…
Out of my soul
I cry for you
you are the only thing
that matters to me
nothing else
old song + bad love
Like the old song says:
“You made me love you
I didn’t want to do it
I didn’t want to do it”
You made me think about
Love again.
